di langit, aku melihatnya lagi.

My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me

song by evanescence




apa sebagai sepi aku terlalu rapuh ?
kesakitan ini juga telah membakarku seperti shinta.
panas yang mensucikan.

...
dan aku memingit diri dalam teduh kutukan.
karena ,
ya,

karena detik-detikku yang sekarang adalah detik-detik dimana aku terikat pada kita di masalalu
yang selalu bersemangat merencanakan masa depan.

saat aku tersadar kontruksi dari rencana demi rencana itu rubuh,
sedapat mungkin aku berusaha mencoba mengisi tabung-tabung kekosongan ini
dengan tawa sebanyak-banyaknya.
dengan doa seyakin-yakinnya

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